Yes. Typical. It’s 4am and I should be fast asleep in bed. Alas, I am awake typing on the computer another blog…..about….??? I am not awake from lack of tiredness. Nooo, far from it. I am not awake thinking about what lies ahead today either. Tho I am most definitely thinking…..

I am awake through a combination of things, some being hubby and some being mine. Basically I figured, that, since Rick will be getting off to work early this morning, I will just suffer until then and go back to bed once he’s gone. In hindsight I should never have slept in the same room (let alone bed) as anyone tonight and I will remember that for next time. Yes, we have a big spare bed, but it’s covered in laundry that I folded yesterday and a big bag of vacuum sealed clothes that I have to put back into the cupboard and that mattress is just way too hard for sleeping on, in my condition. Next time, I will send Rick in there. He can sleep just bout anywhere these days.

Rick’s cousin had her baby yesterday afternoon. *she is only 16*
She was meant to be having it around the 8th of May and ended up going in early and being induced. She is a small little thing and she gave birth to an 8 pound baby boy. I reason that if she can do it….well then so the hell can I!! But I am quite freaked out about having a big baby. Ultimately of course, I just want baby to be 100% fit and healthy. Well I don’t have anything else to write. I am tired. I just want to sleep, but I can’t. Not yet. I WILL catch up tho. I must!

and all is well, cept for the fact that I can’t sleep anymore. I have been laying in bed for ages just thinking about everything and so I checked my mobile for the time and decided there was no point in just laying there anymore. So up I got.

Baby is doing twists or something like it for the last 15 minutes or so and it’s not a nice feeling right now. I know that I will probably miss feeling her movements once she is born. Every single evening, when Rick and I crash out in the lounge room, she has a thing for moving to the right hand side of the belly. And sticking her bum/feet right under my right boob/rib and it is sooooo uncomfortable. But obviously as she does it every single night and has been for a while, she is her most comfortable there