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Ooooh I am sooo happy!!

I am on a practically no carb diet,  for however long I can stick to it.  I am hoping for the same amount of time as last time before I fell pregnant.  And unlike last time,  I decided that I should probably see what I weigh beforehand instead of in the middle of the diet.  And what a surprise I got!!!!  I was so apprehensive to weigh in initially,  but I am so happy that I did.  I weigh less than I did before I got pregnant!!  I am so thrilled!!  This is fantastic news for me and very motivational at that!

Now I don’t have as far to go before I reach my ultimate goal :)  I am chuffed to say the least.  And it means that there is no excuse for me not to be at my dream weight by the onset of summertime.  I can’t express how happy I am!  Yippee!!  Hooray!!!  Woohoo!!!! 

Wow.  What a day!

It began with getting up really really tired from all the night/early morning feeds and getting Summer and I ready for our appointment at 10:30am at the hospital.  To sitting there for 2 HOURS,  only to spend a measly 6 minutes or so with the Gyno!  I can tell you this much,  I am NOT in a hurry to ever take my fat ass back there!  It wasn’t fair on Summer to have to be there for that long,  let alone me.  Then we finally got home at about 1pm and I gave Summer another small feed and then tried to have some food for the first time since yesterday and for both of us to have a bit of a nap.  Well she got a teeny weeny nap,  I got nil.  Then Rick came home.

Then we had to pack the nappy bag and Summer back into the car for our visit to the GP for all 3 of us.  Rick had an earache,  I needed a script and Summer had her 2 month vaccinations done.  And,  well….anyone who has children know that babys and needles do not make for happy campers.  Then we popped round to the MIL’s as they lived just up the road from the doctors we were at and Summer had a feed there.  Then we had to pop round to the supermarket to pick up some chicken for dinner.  So all in all it has been a MASSIVE day for her and I.  And since coming home,  she has been very very fussy.

All I can say is,  who can blame her??  She’s hardly had any decent sleep and her feeding hasn’t been so smooth either.  So now it is just after 9:30pm and I have finally just got her down to sleep,  after much crying and sooking and feeding attempts and hugs and playtime etc.  I think she was overtired.  So I am not in any hurry to put her through a day like that again!  Poor little chickaloo.

Our little cutie pie baby Summer turned 2 months old last night!

Wow time is flying by at the blink of an eye and it’s scary.  Summer is smiling more and more each day and is getting very vocal.  I love being with her even more,  because with her smiles and giggles she is communicating with us and it’s so fun and exciting!  Tomorrow afternoon we take her in to get her 2 month vaccinations.  I am not looking forward to it,  but it’s got to be done.

She is our cutie patootie

and for nothing. Sigh…as any mother with a baby will know, it’s hard to take your baby out anywhere and expect it to go smoothly. Well I took Summer today to my appointment at the hospital and she was FANTASTIC! BUT……..we went all that way and through all that effort for nothing. I get there and was told that the doctor was out on call and I could wait if I wanted to, but it may take a couple of hours or more. Or I could book another appointment. So I opted for another appointment. But I’m thinking on my way home ‘couldn’t they have flippin’ well called me to tell me that first?!’ before I trawled my baby all the way there?! Arghhhh! So now I have to faff on doing it all over again next Friday. And those of you who know me and my experience at that place, know that I would rather hand over my legs than to have to keep going back to that nightmare.

Who in their right mind would wait around that long with a baby anyway?? Where lots of sick people are?? idiot heads.

Well I have finally offloaded most of my maternity wear on Ebay!! Tho I didn’t put them up for much. I just wanted them sold and gone. I only kept things that I might not be able to find for next time and I have stashed them away in a vacuum seal bag until then.

But now that leaves me free to go ahead and purchase some new clothes!! Yay!! I gave away a HUGE amount of clothes and just kept my fave pieces and a couple of others I didn’t want to give away yet. So over the next couple of months I hope to loose a little bit of weight and to restock my wardrobe. But this time around I am not going to just buy anything. I want to make sure I chose only well made pieces, even if it means they cost a little more. I am clothes Whore and I have to stop it, cuz all my stuff just goes to waste and sits there in my cupboard. I want to buy stuff I will actually wear this time.

Oh if only I stuck with learning to sew. I am so fickle. At least Photography is easier.

Even tho it can be annoying, I have to admit, I love it when Summer falls asleep in my arms or nuzzled in my neck/shoulder during a feed. The only reason it can be annoying is because it’s feed time and she should be eating not falling asleep. But she is so gorgeous when she is sleeping. If I could spare my arm, I would let her sleep in it all the time. But of course I can’t spare an arm so I have to put her to bed. She is starting to get to that point where, when she is crying, just me picking her up and holding her calms her right down. She was doing that last night whilst I was trying to cook the dinner.

I love her I love her I love her and I want to eat her all up!!

Oh and I took her for her appointment today at the Hospital and all is well Yay! *I knew it was tho*

Yes that is me to a T right now.
As it is for all mums with newborns.
My little Ted is spending a lot more time awake nowadays and she is quite alert. She would sleep most times in my arms if I could afford to spare them, but of course there is always so much to ‘be done’. Right now she is in my right arm whilst I type with my left.

Finding somewhere dark around here for her to sleep at is really hard, as we don’t really have anyplace that has curtains to make the room dark enough. But I am getting by. I took her to do the weekly shop today and she was a little gem and slept through most of it and didn’t cry or fuss. I have to try n get some photo’s in of her this week, but I have heaps to do and 2 appointments at the Hospital (sigh) this week. And I should prob get myself off to a doctor to collect that pill

I don’t have much else to report on….Summer is growing well and doing well and making more and more little cooing noises everyday. I love her to little bits n pieces. And want to squish her all day…but alas I am soo tired…

I have decided that one thing I want to most definitely pursue this year is photography. Mainly Portraiture to begin with. I may one day still do something in the psychology field. But for now I am going to pursue something a little bit more fun. I have the perfect subject for much practice (Baby Summer) and I get a lot of joy out of a good picture, especially if it’s one I have taken myself.

I am going to go to some professional courses in natural lighting portraiture photography first and then maybe some studio lighting etc. And I might pop in a couple of one on one tutoring also. Just to define my knowledge/skills. Until then I will just continue how I am.

*Sigh*
I half hoped that my cycle wouldn’t return. But half hoped that it would. As it would confirm that everything is working okay. The reason I didn’t want it back, is cuz like every other woman out there…I HATE it when Aunt Flo comes to visit. After not seeing her for 11 months (due to pregnancy) life was good. Now she is back to say hello! Like I haven’t been through enough already.

So it’s back off to the doc’s to get back onto the good ole pill. Which I know for sure I am going to forget taking at first as I haven’t been on it for a couple of years or more now. Anyways….it does all make me wonder if I still have PCOS anymore. Or if it will return. Tho I am planning on (in the next monthish) to go back to dieting. Maybe the Tony Ferguson Diet. I am just not ready to punish myself yet. But I know I cannot leave it for too much longer. I want to be feeling good for Summer time!