It’s almost Thursday. I just wish it was now Thursday afternoon of course. I like to know where I stand with important things and not knowing just leaves everything else on hold. My back is aching and sleeping still stinks. I just ate 3 carrots….and probably shouldn’t have as I had a little bit of fat free mayonaisse (sp?) with the carrots to make them not so boring….but I have to do my blood sugar levels aroundabout now and I can’t cuz I just ate.

I made chicken fried rice for dinner last night and as we had a bit left over, we ate it for lunch today. Which means I don’t have to cook dinner tonight. We can just have cheese on toast or something. Right now I am so scared about what’s ahead, but so excited all at the same time. Rick doesn’t even think about it…..hardly at all…..at least that is what he tells me. Which isn’t really nice to hear, but at least he is being honest with me, instead of telling me what I want to hear.

I am hungry all the time too. So I hope that she is going to be here in a couple of weeksish or I am going to start getting real fat. As I want to eat and eat and eat……well maybe not to that extent, but I certainly am hungry more lately. I really want to go into the baby’s room and get everything done, and I want to pack my bags ready to go, but then I don’t want to, cuz I won’t have anything to do….does that make sense?